…entre nous soit dit…

between me you and the gatepost.

Go figure…

I don’t know why, but somehow I just managed to get so worked up again, and I ended up writing out what I wish I would say to Phoebe. I think I’ve been building it in my head for a long time, but I’ve never said any of it because it’s all me being angry and saying that for once she needed to look at herself instead of blaming me. I never said any of that stuff to her because I always thought I was largely at fault, therefore had to take to the fault and I always had to be nice to her and tip toe around her.

So I never let out any of my frustration.

Well this would do it if I could say it. It took me 3 hours and 8 pages. 

So…What now? Do I move on?

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May 19, 2010 - Posted by | emotions, friends, life, love, moods

1 Comment »

  1. hmmm call me crazy but you could maybe tell her all this shit? She aint going to realise this shit by herself

    Comment by chris | May 19, 2010 | Reply


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